12:42 PM - Tuesday, December 29, 2009
i keep on having sleepless night for the pass 2 weeks.. and im afraid i might prolong this habit of mine wen sch reopens. plss ... i dont wanna get late for lessons..! argh.... gonna stop dis habit. okok... lets update abt todae. I met my dearest buddy..
siti for my first bouldering session with her. so we planned to go safra yishun. so met her at 230pm and we make our way there. im preety excited and scared too cos its gonna be my first ever to boulder. Upon reaching, we paid our entrance and headed down to bouldering gym. Its a damn COOL plc... i've nvr been to such a cosy and nice bouldering gym before.. will upload piccas soon. soo.. its my 1st session and basically we i learn all abt the basic rules or bouldering.. i've nvr tot climbing wud be fun! although for a first timer like me.. i still manage to achieve my goals to climb and im proud of myself. hehehehe... well... we had a great 3 hour of bouldering and climbing. gonna plan to go again after i get my pay.. maybe this weekends. So after tat...i rush off to work. as usual with siti... i wud like to thank her for her time and guidance.. wud LURVEE to do more climbs with u my dear friend. hehe.... ok,time checked its
4am!!!! goshh!! im goin crazy with sleepless nite. ok ppl... gdnite/gdmornin!!!!!!!!!!!!
:))
10:40 PM - Friday, December 25, 2009
How i wish december is over soon.. cos i cant wait for 2010.. many thgs happen in jus a split seconds dis month.. watever it is, its better for me to keep it to myself abt family matters.. nobody can help accept my own family. I know "he" is there to help us to overcome this challenges in life.. Allah is gracious... At time jus feel like giving up on what i have right now and sacrifice myself to give a helping hand on my dad.. but... nah... its a silly thing to do. Well..not only that boyfie's dad in hospital for the past 3 days now.. im soo worried about his condition. I heard its critical and all we can do is jus pray and be by his side for now.. my dear, i cant bear to see u cry every single day looking at dad's situation.. i know u cant be there for me for now.. family needs u more dear..and im sorry too if i cant be there always because of my work. my prayer will always be with u, my love.
Well.... projects is in progress.. i gt to go and snap few more pictures of my rock climb next week.. damn.. time flies and i gt 2 more weeks to sch reopen.... arrghh.... i wan more time and vacations pls....!
8:27 PM - Monday, December 21, 2009

Finally i had found my rock climbing trainer. She's a old friend of mine since ITE. We been doing alot of outdoor activities together back that time but has tone down ever since we got into different schs. So ya!! bck to wat i wanna say here.. i ask her help to guide me in rock climbing. She willing to help and im sooo happy...!! I was thinking to go rock climb at her plc this weekend. Cant wait.. Cant wait!! :))
Ermm.. im in sch rite now wit wendy to complete our DF project. Better get started. Dont want to piled up my last minute stuffs.
Yesterday meet up with bestie deebz. Had dinner at pastamania and den coffee chill out at starbucks..Had my chill iced toffee nut latte..yummmmylicious. and treat deebz with her choc cream chip frap. her fav. All i can say we had a great chat bestie... Been so long didnt catch up and many things that i missed.I jus pray that u and farhan will find what u guys want in ur relationship aite.. patient is virtue. miss u bestie..take care..
8:14 AM -
At last i can say its a
HOHOLIDAY..!! im done with those common test butterflys.. but it does'nt seem like a holiday to me bcos there's plenty of projects deadlines.. although there's 3 weeks of vacation but still time will flies fast. Been working my ass out this past few days jus to earn extra to SURVIVE..~ Gosh! how i wish my life cud be easier than i tot.
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8:58 AM - Monday, December 7, 2009
MY SMART GOALS
Personal development assignment this time to create our SMART goals which we need to achieve by week 11. I tot i will not be able to achieve this goals, but i think by smart check and progress chart, i am confident to achieve this goals. Here are the smart goals which i would like to share with you.. :))
1ST GOAL: TIME FRAME: To at least achieved a TP date in class 3 by week 12This is to actually challenge myself in getting this licensed because i had failed once in motorbike licensed. So i am not gonna give up myself but to challenge a bigger role in driving because i feel driving is much more convenient and safer. My plan is, once i had achieved this goal, i would reward myself by hiring my all time dream car : "mini cooper" :)
2nd GOAL: RECREATIONAL: To be able to rock climb or bouldering
This goal is to challenge my fear in height. So in this outdoor sports, its not only a healthy sports, it also a safe sports where people might misjudge it. I hope to achive to rock climb in 3 mths time. Firstly i am getting a trainer who can train me the basic. Once i achived this goal, i would reward myself by treating myself for nice dinner with the trainer :)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bouldering


7:38 AM -
a start of a new chapter in my life.
::firdawati::
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